curry?? urh.. nono... yessyess??

michelle is awake at 8am~ huhu.....

woke up then went 2 shower, i took 15 minutes 2 take the shower. pheww.. feel so good afta the shower. i was coughing during the nite. now feels itz better.. but my mom juz bought me curry mihun which is super nice. got a big wantan for me some more le... @.@ i guess im gonna start coughing soon...~~ hmm... afta dis gonna go for add maths tuition la..... aiyo..

dear readers, here's a big kiss for you~ MUACKSS!!!

tear drops on keyboard

my tears come again. dis time drop on my keyboard. i know itz ugly when ure crying. but i juz cry silently and not breathing. i know i hav done the right thing. i can go tru dis. i belief i can, study is the way. spm trial is coming, shudn let anything influence me anymore. i realiseddis long ago. dis is the time i need 2 concentrate. now actually im telling myself 2 get in2 the studies. giving myself moral support. i know sum of my frens care about me. and i know u guys are willing 2 help me. u guys cheer me up, giving me support and advise.. thank you 2 all of you. i love you frens~ sumbody says laughter is the best medicine for tears. yea. i can get laughter from my frens. u people, my frens will be 2gther wif me . im glad i have frens. thanx for understanding me. thanx for believing me. thanx for being my fren.

bye bye... this song is for you

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that
I held so tightI thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus](bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]

show ya dis.. @.@'

Underprotective Father Demands Daughter Arrive Home By 10 A.M.


NASHVILLE, TN—Local resident Nathan Corbin, 37, has set a strict 10 a.m. curfew for his 16-year-old daughter Kathy, the underbearing father told reporters Tuesday. "Rules are rules—she has to be through the door or at least passed out on the lawn by no later than 10 in the morning on school days," said Corbin, adding that Kathy is no longer allowed to have more than three boys in her room at one time. "I've also warned her on several occasions to keep it down when she comes home because her [14-year-old] brother [Kevin] has usually smoked quite a bit of pot by that time and is asleep on the couch." Corbin admitted to recent laxness in enforcing his "no stealing more than $35 a week from your stepmother" policy, but defended indulging his daughter, citing the increased cost of cigarettes.

michelle is going 2 sleep now..

2.20am. sleeping time.. yea.. bye.. la... sot jor

teardrops on my face

tat's it. over. sayonara. not talking 2 anyone. wanna do sumtin but i duno wat. wat can calm me down? i wanna make myself senseless.. to kill the pain! im a stupid pig. michelle!!! u're hopeless!!!!! u dun deserve dis... u're a bad girl. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

feel like im in da vacumm, no air, i cant breathe, juz like drowning, i cant move, like a rock sitting here... luckily i still can feel. the beat of my heart.... i can oni hear my heart, saying tat.. it's over.

tears are juz tears, let the pain go away wif tears.

NS list came out..

lol... i am NOT SELECTED! hahaha.... but still a bit sad... thought wanna go play play and meet new freens... or maybe meet leng chai.... haha.... but itz ok.. no nid 2 go means i can sleep more n be a pig at home... keke...
to those who got it... if u dun like it, till u have 2 terima kenyataan.... dun kill urself k... maybe NS is not so bad~~ @.@
to those who wan it but din get, u can apply~~ go check out d website lor...
tatz all.... lalala... gudluck everyone...

michelle.............!!!

sum1 yelled my name!! oh my god~~ in the tuition class yesterday.. tat class was like a mini hall... and tat stupid fella made me felt so embarased... @#$%..
there is dis guy, sum1 who was in da same tuition class wif me 2 years ago... itz actually his fren tat shouted out my name.. there are rumours tat he like me... the rumours actually started frm his school den it went 2 my school... seems like many ppl know about it~ but tat was 2 years ago..!! now, tak sangka will see him back le.. haiyo... next time if i see him again i will just run away... duno why le... aiyer... malu betul.... isshh...

88888....so many 8~

today....

o8.o8.2008

haha.... itz olympics opening day~~ nice day... my father oso say must buy lotery... kakakak... 2 me..itz juz another day... 2day have 2 carry 20kgs of books frm school go 2 tuition den back 2 house... coz the form 3's gonna use my classroom as the examination room... so... hav 2 take all my books home lor.. by the way... im not suppose 2 keep my books in d class actually.... hahha....
erhem.. i think tats all... sleep again...

lala~

32 more days...

lalala~ bomba! zzZZZ....

spm trial left 32 days~~ shitttt la.... no confidence ler... nowadays always sleep very early.. like 9 or 10 pm... i see my frens all so hardworking duno sleep at 12 or 1am... haiyo.... wat 2 do..... i alredi started revising... but duno whether effective onot le... hmm.. a bit worry... @.@ anyway... things are still fine... juz the boredom..... canot la... everyday go tuition reali boring le.... :( have 2 bertahan le....... anyone know how 2 destroy lazy worm? there's a big worm n my body...

zzZZZ wanna sleep le...