teardrops on my face

tat's it. over. sayonara. not talking 2 anyone. wanna do sumtin but i duno wat. wat can calm me down? i wanna make myself senseless.. to kill the pain! im a stupid pig. michelle!!! u're hopeless!!!!! u dun deserve dis... u're a bad girl. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

feel like im in da vacumm, no air, i cant breathe, juz like drowning, i cant move, like a rock sitting here... luckily i still can feel. the beat of my heart.... i can oni hear my heart, saying tat.. it's over.

tears are juz tears, let the pain go away wif tears.