michelle's dot dot dot

someone...

2010-05-22T20:42:00.001+08:00

someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone is thankful for the support you have provided
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone wants to hold your hand.. so bad
someone wants to give you a gift
someone who think you are a gift
someone admires you
someone would do anything for you, anything...
someone is thinking of you, and smiling
someone wants to protect you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone wants to laugh with you
someone wants to hug you everyday, every night..
someone wants you to hold them in your arms
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone is alive because of you
someone believes that you are their soulmate
someone values your advice
someone needs you
someone misses you
someone loves you

who is the SOMEONE you are thinking right now?

努力读书吧。。。

2010-04-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

考试考试考试考试。。。。。

这就是学生们的命运。我认为，有很多时候都是靠运气考试。因为很多时候考试都需要背好多好多资料。当你拿到考试题目，你应改一看就懂，你会不会答。因为如果运气不好，你会得到你不懂的题目，或很难的题目。如果运气好，你会得到你刚翻书看过的，或者很容易的题目。容易和不容易，就看你平时怎样读书。如果上课不打瞌睡，听懂老师讲什么，你自然就会懂，自然就会记得啦。：）如果上课打瞌睡，偷吃东西，发呆，不专心。你配考得好成绩吗？

所以，不要问：“为什么我会考不过呢？”
应该问：“我上课的时候到底在做什么？”

我发觉我最近都变懒惰了。。

我一定要控制自己，我出国是为了读书！！不是来考不及格的！
我父母赚钱给我读书，我怎么可以懒惰？能拿100就拿100分！

欣云加油吧~！！！！

i'm lovin AKON

2010-04-06T00:48:00.002+08:00

i post this not because it is a nice song, its because i felt that the song really expressed what i feel.

if u wanna understand, please look at the lyrics.

he is the man who loves me truly and have sacrifice a lot of things for me. he is willing to do anything for me. but i wonder what can i do for him?

bad. plohar

2010-04-03T20:00:00.003+08:00

'plohar' means bad. in russian.

well, i always get it from my russian teacher. so... its very common to us now. lol...

well well well, dis time my control test, i passeeeeeeeed. hehehehe... was so happy cause i didn fail. latin also passed. hey u ppl know that i sucks in language subjects right? hehe.. luckily i have a group of frens which gives me support and teaches me a lot of things. really appreciate them. love themmmmmm. and i have 2 gambateh for more. i wanna get better marks and i will make sure i learn but not just memorizing. hehe ^^ hope 1 day i can speak russian fluently.

for other subjects... bio.... is quite hard. memorizing ability no good. lol... chemistry is alien language to me. >.<>

remember this song?

2010-03-02T03:15:00.000+08:00

big girls dont cry.

tats what i wanna do

waaa la.

2010-02-12T06:27:00.001+08:00

sore throat.!!!

shit.

cough!!!

shit shit

tomorrow 8.30 class

shit shit shit.

the end.

it's nice when...

2010-02-07T00:24:00.003+08:00

u fall in love

lying in bed and listen to the rain outside

u found money in your pocket.

talk to someone u like in midnite for hours

laughing with friends

kissing with your love one

someone sent u a card

hugging someone u love

someone gave you chocolates

take a nice walk during cloudy day

there's no lines in the supermarket

right?

very very very very touching. trust me

2010-02-03T04:13:00.002+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=166740943896&ref=mf

MUST GO AND WATCH. AND PREPARE TISSUE!

23rd of january.

2010-01-24T03:22:00.005+08:00

its been 4 months.....

:)

in moscow.... in this small block.... in uni.... to me, moscow is not big.

bcoz i dont go a lot of places.. well i been to just a few shopping malls so far. metropolis..... kremlin.. ashan city, mega and ikea and no where else. i been to moscow train station too. its quite nice. makes me think of my hometown train station.. i do miss ipoh. hahaas. but i wonder who misses me in ipoh..

many asked, ' do u miss home?' well... yes.. i miss my brothers kacauing around... and the noisy tv on by my grandfather... my mom's blablabla.. and my dad bring me out to makan..... i miss my grandmother!!! i hope she is healthy... hahaa.... i miss all my school buddies.. khar yee.... sharon... pui san.. maggie... jien may... kaylynn... ohw i miss form 5!!! can i go back?

i miss my working partners too... in eu yan san... it was so fun working over thr. i miss my boss.. miss his scoldings.. haha... EYS gives me the feeling of peace. there was a period when thr were really very very few customers. i remember 1 day... there were 4 trasactions only. that day we work quite hard to find customers... i also miss going out to buy kopi ais for my collegues... haha

however~~ i still love moscow. i no longer hv flus... lol.. if u wan me to stay here forever. i am willing. hhaaaaa. its nice 2 live here, metro everywhere taxi everywhere... i dont have 2 drive! haha.... i love staying together wif a bunch of same age people... we take care of each other. love my group.

;p

update!! after so long~~~

2009-11-14T19:48:00.006+08:00

Park... near the hostel

Uni...

me~ on my bed

my groupmates~ 2 not there..

me and sook ee during anatomy class~

2 soh lou~~

anatomy class

me and sweet may~

physical exercise~ we 2 having 'rest'..

sports complex~

1 of the classroom~

uni

'yeng'? seldom lo.....

front door~

ming siew~~

wakaka~

kena trapped in the lift~ but still can makan hapily.
view of the hostel block
outside my hostel
dom 39, my hostel

For more photos and updates, please go to my facebook and see~ ;p

Dear friends i miss u. :)

i like this guy - countdown 3 days to my flight

2009-09-12T01:39:00.003+08:00

today~ i was expecting no one. plan to rest and pack my bag again~ lol.. duno how many times i've pack. i took out and pack again~ well i woke up around 9 or 10... haha.. den in the aftanoon receive a call frm my best fren khar yee, so i went out wif her lo.. to jusco... we sat in kfc for so long.. sembang sembang so many things.. ;p hehe... i feel good... like those days in school i can sit in the corridor and sembang wif my mates~ how nice... but now no more lu.. haha i gotta grow up!! although i know i am mature enough~ den at nite went dinner wif family... den yumcha wif KS.. i felt so tired la.. but den when i go back home, i showered den i wana sleep.. i couldn masuk tidur pulak.. u see... here i am on9 blogging. yayayya.. i nid to continue blogging like last time. if not u all will think im missing... zzzZ

and here, such a nice song... i juz heard it in my fren's car!

;p im gonna fly!!!!

2009-09-10T12:55:00.002+08:00

14th september~ 2am!! gonna take this plane and fly away~ lol... haha.. people ask me whether am i ready or not. i tell you, i feel nothing~ lol... maybe i will feel homesick in russia? hmm i hope my friends in ipoh wiull take good care of themselves lo... i dun mind if they dont hav time for me~ i understands~ hehe.. hopefully they remember me when i come back for holiday! lol... oh yeah.. i know i abandon dis blog quite some time d. im so sorry ya~ i will keep myself update on ur blogs ya my frens!

hey hey hey... haha

2009-07-30T19:01:00.002+08:00

i am in ipooooh~ haha... ppl dun ask me about the russia thing yet.. i am not sure about it. but most probably i am going 2 russia la... the tuition fee for RSMU has incresed. haiz... and ya i hav finish the russian language basic course in kl. lalala.. its a tough language. so people. soon i will ajak u guys out. but at the moment, i am feeling lazy. wanna stay home nia. haha... muaks. i love u ppl. i am so sorry about my blog. so long didn update le. haha.....

hello frens

2009-06-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

lol..... i am blogging ya.... finally... im done with the assignments and now preparing for my last exam here. it will be on the 6th of july. den afta the xam, i shud be back to ipoh and spend time wif family and frens. so kawan kawan.. dont say i didn tell u.... i wanna see all of you. >.< and in aug or sept i'll fly to russia. im going russia 2 study medicine, maybe some of you dint know that i guess. i see now we're all in diff places, some in coll, some in form6, some in matrics.... haiz... its kinda hard 2 meet at 1 time. hmmmm.. sad sad.. i wanna celeb bday with the july babies... yinkei, me and pui san.. who else ar? nyek nyek... opps i cant remember...

Here i am.

2009-06-02T16:16:00.002+08:00

I am fine here. i wanna go back to last time in ipoh when im in form 4. the best year to me ya... 4sc3! haha... with cik lai and my 4ever happy classmates. lol... i do miss that.. and when form 5 i love 5sc2 too.. it was so fun in cik tengku's class. not to 4get miss chong. i really love her teaching way. she'd write the summary for last lesson b4 she starts teaching everytime. she's a very nice teacher. thanks to her i've not much difficulties in chemistry now. and my friends, i love you guys. miss u all la... too bad, i cant go back to ipoh yet. really really wanna see u all and hang out 1 day. i've got assignments with me now. gonna pass up on thursday. after that will be relaxing a bit. haha.... when will i get my sem 1 results????! arhggghh

2009-05-30T21:06:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
ears

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
-hoaaaah.... i ni slept for 4 hours.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
-my college frens

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- i am not at all

5. Will you ever donate blood?
-i will

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-Yes

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
- no

8. What does your last text message say?
-'ok..'

9. What are you thinking right now?
- haiz.. damn it my results coming out.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
-nope

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
-5am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
-pangkor

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- no

14. Who was the last person who text you?
- alvin

Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz:
1. DAvid
2. eliza
3. khaimean
4. benjamin
5. kugan kishur
6. jien may
7. andylai
8. jason
9. zhiying
10.lau kong

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
- a indo guy..... i think..

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
-female.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
- no way. both are guys

18. What is no.1 studying about?
- i think buisness??

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
- long time ago

20. Is no.4 single?
- i duno..

21. Say something about no.2?
-she is casual, nice girl, a good girl to hang out with.

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
- good frens

23. Describe no.9?
hardworking student, 1 of my sch's top student

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
- they dunt know each other

25. Do you like no.8?
-he's my korkor

GDI.... ish... im busy.. i mean really BUSY.

2009-05-23T15:43:00.002+08:00

i have 4 assignments in my hand. due date is 2nd of june. DIE? yes.. and i already got my offer letter from the RUSSIA STATE MEDICAL UNIVERSITY. my class starts on the 1st of september.... guys.. i really will miss you all. :(

why chris brown beat rihanna?

2009-05-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

this is what i gotta read.

2009-05-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

cell organelles and its functions

nucleus- contains genetic materials, controls activities of the cell, produces ribosomes and ribonucleic acid (RNA)

Rough Endoplasmic Reticulum (rough ER)- transporting the newly protein synthesised, involve in synthesis of protein.

Smooth ER- tansports lipids and glycerol, synthesis lipids and non-protein substances

Mitochondria- site of cellular respiration which is areobic respiration, produce ATP >> adenosine triphosphate

ribosomes- site of synthesis of protein

golgi apparatus - site of production of enzyme and lysosome, storing carbohydrates and lipids, transports lipids

chloroplast - contain chlorophyll, site for photosynthesis

lysosomes - breaks down food and unwanted materials

cell membrane- regulates what passes into and out of cell.

DIFUSSION - net movements of solutes from a region of higher concentration to lower concentration,no energy required. the rate of diffusion depends on the concentration gradient, the distance takes place, the area takes place, the size of molecule.

facilitated diffusion - movements of solutes across a membrane with the help of tansport proteins

carrier protein - binds to the molecules they wan to transport and change their shape,and release the molecules on the other side.

protein channels- difussion of charged particles

OSMOSIS - passive mobement of water across a semi permeable membrane

ACTIVE TRANSPORT - molecules are moved across a lining membrane from a area of low concentraion to a high concentration. involves use of ATP and carrier protein.

IMPORTANCE OF WATER

- universal solvent, lubricant in joints - because it is a polar compound

- low viscocity, due to small size of molecule and hydrogen bonding that is easily broken. it enables blood plasma and lymph to flow easily. low viscocity makes a good lubricant in joints

-high specific heat capacity -due to large amount of enery is needed to break up hydrogen bonds. >> we can maintain a constant body temperature.

-usually high latent heat of fusion and evaporation. due to hydrogen bonding between water molecules, it is hard for water to separate and vaporise.

-water is densest at 4 degree celcius. >> helps in prevent oranisms from freezing to death.

i think...

2009-05-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

Guys.... i think...... i have lost my phone............... i duno where i put it. most probably i droped it in the mall... cos i couldn find it in my bag or the car or the house...... DAmn.....

you see faces in LRT

2009-04-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

i've been travelling using LRT nowadays. to get to my college. in the train, u see all kinds of people. people sleeping, people reading, people dreaming, people talking, people dating... =.=' these people are workers, students, auntie, pak cik, mak cik, malay young boys, young girls like me. lol.. 1 thing 'interesting' bout LRT, there is a person in charge at the station. he keeps saying beri laluan beri laluan!!! GIVE WAY GIVE WAY!!! lol.... i think many people who r using LRT hates him. lol.... he keeps shouting and shouting... saying we're too close or we're not 'Q'ing.... hmmphss... in fact every1 is 'Q'ing up, and every1 wants to get home fast. but he's over there bising saja. thats what i think~ have you seen how japanese squeeze into trains to get to work? i have seen. i mean the video. maybe u wanna go on youtube to find out how they squeeze like sardine in a can.

;p

yes!! dying for exam.

2009-04-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

yes yes yes. im in college. but using mtriculation textbooks. and i have 4 subjects in my foundation. its the 3 science sub and 1 maths. the maths are like add maths. and the biology is all a bout memorising. stupid me who r so dumb in memorising~ hmms.. im so gonna die. not gonna pass adi. i cant catch up!!!

tak sampai 1 week. got EXAM d!!!!!

2009-04-22T16:06:00.000+08:00

can u believe? i cant. yam gong........ sudah byk bulan tak study..... now baru start dua hari, dah bagi saya exam schedule.... how nice... im gonna baca like mad dis few days. who ask me to go college late..... tats the pengajaran... btw... im studying the matriculation textbook, but according to my frens over here, (they were form 6 student) the form 6 book is much better than the matriculation textbook. hmmmm~~~ =.= watever.. i hav no time to think... if i fail, gonna resit for the test. so memalukan!

on9ing.... in my aunt house~

2009-04-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

here i am in kl.. gonna visit my college tomoro lor... lol.. all the best to me~ well, i think i will on9 less adi. >.< huhu...

a very short post. forgive me~ byebye~!!!

TAK DAPAT!

2009-04-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

ANDA TIDAK BERJAYA.

lol... so, im going to damansara! LINCOLN COLLEGE. foundation~ hmm.. gonna live wif my auntie orh.... >.<

A day with sharon, yih shian and jasmin

2009-04-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

well.. im the 1st who sampai... so while waiting for sharon to arrive, i walked around.. there was this rakan muda karnival kecergasan~ so.. i saw people senam robik..shuffle.. =.= and duno wat else... i was having flu... tat time got no mood to see the show la... i went to watson to look for tissue paper... how sad.. they oni sell big packets of tissue paper... so..i went up to news.com to get my tissue paper... lol.... u see the importance of tissue paper? bring tissue to whereever u go. its useful~

so when sharon sampai.. i asked her 2 teman me makan lor. den we went to Asia fair, she bought 1 black sweater for herself and another for maggie C. den me... i bought a short pants.. for... RM 10. i think its very reasonable... hehe..

then.... err.. we went to jalan jalan around.. i keep buiying things... for ,my brother... myself... haha.. den when yih shian and jasmin came, we go makan at sushi king..den afta makan.. i leave the 'team'.. meet my mom.. shop wif her in F.O.S... bought my clothes... lol... den around 4pm sharon came and join us. cost jasmin and yih shain oso went home... =.= hmm.... i was holding dis BIG bag... so i dun expect myself to hold it and jalan jalan.... haha.... den to 'save' myself, i suggest to go kopitiam yumcha...... and we wait... till sharon's mom came.... tats d end....

here's the picture. me and sharon. erm.. dis picture is very precious...! cos i seldom take pictures d nowadays. so sharon, dun complain d.. here's the nice picture u wanted... dun ask for more~

;p

DAO DAI

2009-04-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

JAY CHOU!!! i love this song very much but i didn know the title of the song. i got the pirated CD wif this song.. been listening it when i do homework at night last time... well... till the day me and my frens... zhi ying, khar yee and her fren went 2 kbox that day... haha.. den onli i know the title is 'dao dai'. the version i heard in kbox was by jolin tsai, and this video, its by jay chou. i still prefer jay chou o....

I HATE KIDS

2009-04-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

KIDS! especially boys are dissasters. they are cute i know! but they can make u explode in seconds. i tell u i have no patient at all for them... my brother really gets on my nerve everytime anywhere! issssssssssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn damn damn damn it..! i hate him.

update!

2009-04-03T11:31:00.000+08:00

lalala.... guess its time to update lu...

1. 2day is the day the driving test. my 3rd driving test. memalukan! hmph. finally i passed~ phewww.... ^^

2. i might go to dis NIRWANA COLLEGE in KL. for science foundation. and after one year, can go to russia, moscow university to study medicine.(6 years) sounds good? but need to spend so much money oo... isit worth it? can i make it? questionsss all in my head. i couldn sleep last nite.

3. well i wanna hang out wif my frens!!!!! but why is it so hard 2 find a RIGHT time that we are all free on the same day? deng.... if i confirm going 2 KL for foundation den im gonna say byebye 2 ipoh dis week lur.... duno whther can meet my dear frens onot.... sobbsss...

4. hmm... u think i shud get laptop? righhhht??? tapi tapi tapi.... duit again... im actually quit miskin... hmm...

5. u know what... i spend too much time on wondering.. like always...

6. i wanna scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7. im scare...~ the fear.... who can understand? the fear of future....

tats it. tata..

Just a liltle TOO not over you

2009-03-31T15:50:00.000+08:00

maybe im just cant seem to face the truth? who will know...

arrrrrrrrrrrrhhh! i screamed!

2009-03-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

5 minutes ago there was a COCKROACH on MY BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I screamed..... macam 'tong zhu' je... !@#$%
my bed is not dirty at all~! how come that !@#$ cockroach is on my bed??!! i wanna change my whole bed. im gonna clean my room tomoro! tomoro will be the BIGGEST GOTONG ROYONG ever!

hmmph!!!!! >.< i really do hate cockroaches.. and yes.. i am afraid of them. i phobia all the insects and wateva animals. arh!!!!! shit.

any pesticides can kill cockroaches 100% effective 1 ar? tell me what brand! i go buy immediately!

we shud do something while we still can~ agree?

2009-03-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

if you have the ability 2 help. Use it. Realise before u regret.

tagged!

2009-03-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

001. Real name → HOO YAN WUN
002. Nickname(s)→ PANDA!
004. Zodiac sign → Cancer
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → wat is dis?
007. Middle School → MGS
008. High School ---MGS
009. College School --> no idea yet
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → Long
012. Loud or Quiet → Quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → sweats
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Not really
016. Drink or Smoke? → Never...
017. Do you have a crush on someone? no
018. Eat or Drink → drink
019. Piercings → no extras~
020. Tattoos → duwan

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → 4got la
024. First best friend → damn it i think its him!
025. First award → in standard six! A maths competition...
026. First crush → dun remember
027. First pet → no pets!
028. First big vacation → hoho.. dun hav any big vacation la
030. First big birthday→ duno...

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → not eating
050. Drinking → my saliva
052. I'm about to → explode
053. Listening to → akon!
054. Plans for today → okie....er er er er
055. Waiting for --> my happy day~

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → DEFINATELY NO!
059. Want to get married? → no idea
060. Careers in mind → hohoho.... duno

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller...
072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms
074. Sensitive or loud→ sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → hook up? haha
076. Trouble maker or hesitant →no no no!

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → err... i broke them?
081. Ran away from home → Never
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → no la
083. Killed somebody → nope
084. Broken someone's heart → yes i did....
085. Been arrested → nono
087. Cried when someone died → yes...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → yes... always
090. Miracles → no
091. Love at first sight → nope
092. Heaven → no
093. Santa Claus → Nope
094 Tooth Fairy --> wat a
095. Kiss on the first date --> its possible

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → yes
099. Do you believe in God? → YES
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → haha.. i tag no one

opps... how long did i spent for dis?

well... every1 is blogging about their results... so i shud be doing da same thing?

2009-03-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

well... hehe.. i think. i get wat i deserved. how much i have done is how much i get. i think its fair~ memang padan muka for me 2 get B4 for accounts. i show no interest in dis subject since i got D in form 4.... lol... wel.. i dun really care too.. im irresponsible right? hoho...

some satisfied, some surprised, some cried, some got no feeling, some dissapointed, some just smiled, some just went crazy. lol... tats wat i see on that day~

and ya.. haven mention bout my result. haha...

maths, eng, physics and chem i got A1s.
add maths, bio, est i got A2,
BM, sejarah and moral got B3, and..
B4 for accounts

okie. now.. er... maybe i shudn get B3 for my BM... haha.. i duno... am i so char in bm? maybe yea... i just gonna accept it. lol.. apa lagi.. life goes on.

;p

farewell... 2 my frens in eu yan sang

2009-03-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

1st of march was my last day in eu yan sang.. me, carmen and ka yee 2 of us left and.. we're gonna go on different ways. haha.. sad~ i decide 2 blog bout it 2day coz i wanna make it a memory. i wanna remember this. this was my first job. first time working, first time getting experience.. get in touch with ppl.. serving ppl.. do cleaning... paper work... being a cashier~ its tough! a lot of work! pheww...

im lucky 2 leave at this time coz they hav changed the system.. that system seems hard 2 handle... well.. nana, good luck to u.. hope u'll will get no problem with dis new system..

and.. about the two guy working in eu yan sang. jason and 'balloon'.. haha.. they're good guys.. and they're bad guys too. they 'scold' people.. but~ like not really scold... they take care of me a lot.. really appreaciate all dis.. thank you very much 2 both of you.. i do feel sad coz.. im not gonna see u guys everyday like i did. u guys make me laugh every single moment. yea... hope u guys do take care of ur health. no eating late and no smoking yea? hmmps~ ur gf will tell u la.. no nid my advice actually. lalala...

and now, 'mr.hong'.. kip working hard ya.. i know u're a smart guy! u're hardworking and u're actually look good. haha.. u're a good guy.. its great 2 know u. next time when we go to karaoke, i wanna hear 'behind' sing!

kayee~ the cute girl? erm... wish ya a happy love life wif ur bf yea? hehe..

carmen~ dis fella is a liltle boyish.. we almost turn 2 lessbians! haha.. just kidding... she's got a bf now. happy now yea carmen? hehe... we'll be frens 4ever. soh po... dun ever steal ppl's food again ya..? i will miss u.. remembering us walking here n there 2 tapao food everyday? its fun. i will miss those days.

marie~ dis girl is beautiful~ she's got nice face. she's very fair. haha.. sumtimes she look like she put on make ups when she's not applying any thing on her face~ cool? haha...

our farewell.... 'balloon' did not attend! >.<

we! one happy family... haha..

jason cheng~ he look like a nerd rite? trust me.. he's not~

i made dis~

carmen did it~ our decorative director? lol..

nice?

i think da unbrella is perfect~

our farewell.. steamboat at momo's

on da left, carmen. on da right, wilson, ah hong, and marie

marie and beh beh

wilson taking my picture and im taking his!

well.. tats all da picture i got~ ;p

sweet~ haiz..

2009-03-05T13:38:00.000+08:00

So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:

-Girl:
I love you.

- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!

-Girl:
Really?

- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.

- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?

- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?

- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.

- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.

- Girl:
..........

- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?

- Girl:
Yeah...where?

- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?

-Girl:
Ok.

- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?

- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?

- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...

-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work today...

- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.

- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?

- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?

- Girl:
Yeah?

- Boy:
I love you.

- Girl:
I love you too!

- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.

- Girl:
Ok bye.

- Boy:
Bye.

*******************************************************

2 hours later...

The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....

- Girl:
Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)

- Boy:
Wadssup.....you ready?

- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?

- Boy:
Ok.

They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......

- Boy:
Wait! Can I blindfold you?

- Girl:
Why??!?

- Boy:
Its a surprise.

- Girl:
What kinda surprise??

- Boy:
A big one.

- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...

- Boy:
I promise.

- Girl:
Ok blindfold me.....

So they drove off.........and then they stopped....

- Boy:
Ok we're here!!

-Girl:
Where??

- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!

- Girl:
What place??

- Boy:
Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)

- Girl:
Baby!...

The boy walks her to the place....

- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blindfold off.

- Girl:
Where are we??

He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......

- Girl:
Omg...!(tears come down)

- Boy:
Why are you crying?

- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...

- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)

- Girl:
(tears come down faster)

- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!

- Girl:
Get up!

- Boy:
Yeah?

- Girl:
(kisses him)

- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?

- Girl:
Yes.

eeehhhllllllloooooooo friends!

2009-02-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

hahaha... i been so lazy 2 update ma blog le weh.... btw~ im think i fell in love with my working place.. its like my second home~? and i even feel weird and uncomfortable when i have off day or sleep late... ini penyakit apa? i oso duno... shit~ and 1 thing i learn thr is....... lol... i learn how 2 say !@#$% which i dun say 1 lar.. but i do scold ppl in my heart using !@#%$... hohoho... u guys knoiw wats !@#$% lar rite? keke.... i turned 2 be so impure adi~ >.< keke..

now.... i think im gonna miss this place~ EU YAN SANG! my buddies thr... nana, carmen, balloon, jason, kar yee, ah hong~ i'll miss you all lor.... start frm march, me, carmen, kar yee and ah hong will stop liao lu... *bye bye - mariah carey* *cry* :( sadnya... i think im gonna go back 2 my old life... which is rot at home.. macam itu saja gua~ so yam gong....

:(

to my friends which i think i left out for dis 2 months... now in march i got no work~ im gonna go gai gai wif u all lur... FKY, zhiying,JM, maggie, yin kei, and more and more and more..... lalalala.. every1 lar~!

kita ada janji temu leh~

be ready.... to see me~~~ shud i get some liltle presents?

hohoho~ hows everything? do u feel lonely~~~~

2009-01-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo.. how long did i stay away from internet? lol.... u guys all miss me ya? haha... im no longer addicted 2 computer~ coz i got no time for it~ haha.. u know wat! i got sumtin real interesting and real exciting event yesterday! yesterday~ my collegues n me lar~ was like complaining.. 'hai ya!~ why so boring~' den.. coz dun hav customer ma~ so we just stand stand and walk walk.. and look look~ den suddenly~ piak piak piak... we heard sum kind of noise.. den den da lights were like on and off.. macam !@#$%^.. den my boss heard sumtin from outside. he ran out.. he he shouted.. ' off all the swithes!!!!! offffff allll!!!!' den i was at the cashier place. i off everything~ den he shout again.. 'all come out!!!!' den i was shocked lar.. tot wat la~ den we all ran out quickly~ oni 1 fellow still blur blur stay in store room. he came out at last oso la.. we all safe. oh ya~ i didn tell wat actually happen right. actually da wiring outside.. erm.. gt a big wire inside da ceiling.. it was burning and actually like 'pop'ing? sounds just like fireworks~ lol... we all watch how it burst~ just burst a liltle bit~ we all guess its burning inside~ so we called bomba~ we all can just stand there and watch~ i didn video it larh~ haiz... den afta bomba done their work arh.. everything ok adi. we all gotta have big gotong royong~ no electricity for da day.. so we all go home early~ tats da end... 2day... everything back 2 normal.. coz the electricity is available and we just need 2 clean up more than da normal days~

tag frm crystal.

2009-01-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

I tag:

1. Andy
2. Jien May
3. Angeline
4. Sharon
5. Ah Soo
6. Stephanie
7. Zhi Hui
8. Jason
9. Ben
10. Eliza

How do you know 1? in school?
tuition

What would you do if you never met 2?
my life woudn be so happy.

What would you do if 3&4 dated you?
er.. its ok.. girls mar~

Do you think 5&6 make a good couple?
no way~!

Do you think 7 is attractive?
she is~ lol..

Do you know anything about 8's family?
he's got a lot of muimuis~

Tell me something about 9.
smart guy

What language does 2 speak?
eng and bm.

Who is 3 going out with?
i duno

How old is 4?
17

When was the last time you talked to 5?
1 month ago

Who's 6 favourite singer?
duno

Would you date 7?
go out nvm lar.. she's she~

10 single?
duno wor

What is 9's last name?
duno

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
oh~ haha i skip dis

Which school does 2 go to?
my sch

What do you like about 3?
she's cute

working lu.... yea..

2009-01-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. 3 days of staying away frm computer and working... one word. COW! kerja macam lembu...... lol.. the shop is new and its not officially open yet. its opening next week. im working as cashier, but currently coz da shop is new and got lots of work... i dun just do cashier work.. i do other things like packing..weighing, marking, writing, sticking, pricing, lol.. sweat sweat swaet whole da... work 11 hours per day. not including 1 hour rest. well...today.. i started 2 learn cashier stuff.. not 2 say easy.. everything must do carefully lor... im still learning.. a lot 2 learn.. i find it wuite a stressful job. haha.. and cashier always is da 1 last 2 go cost need 2 count money and clear dis and dat... not da work i expected lor.. well its experience! i take it as a challenge.. yeah!! oh yea.. i work in eu yan sheng. da shop is near pizza hut in ipoh garden~ dun come visit me ya.. coz i cant layan u.. and my boss sure will be looking 1.. i dun wanna get !@#$$%... haha..

well well well...

2009-01-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

I have been real lazy since holiday started... my posts are getting less and simpler and simpler...

somebody say.. my posts are like SUMMARY wor~ >.< lol..

i agree with that. I AM LAZY.

BUT! from now on... im gonna post even LESS... coz......

I'M GONNA START WORKING!!

yahhhhhooooooooooooooooooo...!!!

hahahahaha..

kakaka..

no more 'sleep.eat.play' at home!

dis job... actually hav 2 say thx 2 my dad lar.. he get dis job for me punya.. i kinda feel embarrased coz need my dad 2 help me get a job?

actually its not necessary.. haiz.. sumtimes i feel tat im useless..
because of him.

i can actually ask for a job myself.
but he say..

'not safe...'

'not good..'

'go thr for wat larh!'

'so far?'

dis and dat larh....

zzzz... watever.. im gonna work 2moro... kawan kawan... let's see wat happen next.. :)

a missed post?

2008-12-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

dis is to ms. KHAI MEAN...

i am so so so sorry~ i have forgotten 2 post her bday in my blog. lol... khaimean ah lui... pls dun belasah me~ i veri charm 1 oo... hehe...~ forgive me ya.. u know i so 'mong' de lor... we're best frens.. sure wont blame me ge hor... got time sure will tebus balik my kesalahan... let's see when we will hang out lor~ ^^

ya... most important thing is dis..

Graphics & Myspace layouts

muakx!

A day out with esther, sharon and puisan~

2008-12-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

so, here's wat i did today...

9.10am - woke up and brush my teeth
10.10am - reach sharon's hse
12.00pm++ - go jusco wif sharon and esther wif esther's mom
1pm - makan in mac'd
1.20pm - bowling
2.00pm++ - jalan around and look for jobs
4.00pm - go to auntie florence hse ( i duno her 1~)
4.30pm - balik to sharon's hse, main game, esther play piano, they take bath.
7pm+ - makan nasi lemak.
7.30pm++ - main game lagi...
9.00pm++ - go for ice kacang~ (in d end i didn eat, i balik rumah)

LOL...! had fun! but very tired.... just had my shower... so comfortably hugging my pillow~~
ahhhwww... wat a day~ ^^ its my 1st time playing bowling.. not bad huh~ but i didn strike lar... haha.. sharon said wanna take picture 4 her blog. but in d end we got zero pictures... lol..

its christmas~

2008-12-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

yo.. merry christmas? dun sound happy 2 me... lalala... somebody knows why.

so here r a few pictures i took 2day. onli a few~

chau fan...

i found dis view quite nice.. dis place is just near my house.

my mom says its enzyme.. she made it herself.. can use for washing dishes wor.. believe it or not?

SPONGEBOB n PATRICK!!!!!! its a swaeter i found in setiawan billion.. lol..

PRAWNS.. fresh 1s frm tg.tualang~

fresh vege.. its call lai bak. milk vege??

lol... i love dis guy~

2008-12-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

korean movies?

pocky?

funny...how do i spend my christmas eve?

2008-12-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

Awesome MySpace Comments & Myspace Layouts

wth~

MySpace Graphics & Free Myspace Layouts

wat r ya lookin at?

MySpace Graphics & Free Myspace Layouts

look out!!!!

Comments & Myspace layouts

cat kung fu?

Graphics & Myspace layouts

??? wat da...

Funny Pics & Myspace layouts

donut burgers~

Funny Pictures & Myspace layouts

oh my... hahahaha..

Funny Pictures & Myspace layouts

stupid...

Funny Pics & Myspace layouts

wrong spelling.....aiyo..

ANYONE GOT JOB WANNA INTRO?

2008-12-20T08:56:00.000+08:00

wanna do some part time.. january february oso can~ erm.. i gt no experience at all. but i can type, count, talk, sell, sit, walk, stand~ watelse... lol.... pls contact me ya~ if u hav anything..

HAPI BDAY TO KHAR YEE

2008-12-20T00:14:00.001+08:00

lol... poor girl have to work on her b'day~ nvm... we can celeb together later~ keke..

my mood is like s.h.i.t

2008-12-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

i regret? no... yess? maybe.. doing sumthing i shudn do... wasnt in my control.. i was stupid. yea... me da dumb ass. think im doom if dis problem isnt solved. just found out that how silly i am.. i knew dis. i knew i was gonna screw up if i soften my heart. michelle u're cureless. no doctor can save u in dis world. u're sooooo dead!

HAPI BDAY TO SHARON

2008-12-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

lol.. hapi bday ya.... fren.. although i know u dun read my blog! still hav to say... congratz fren! u are a year older!

yo.. another tag~ (nt tagging anyone~)

2008-12-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

Instructions

* Remove 1 question (any from below) and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions.
* Tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
* NO BACK TAG!!!

1. When is the last time you realise something? and what?
* i realised that, i should be happier. why not be happy? im a teenager!!

2. What is your favourite thing to do
* do sumtin stupid~

3. If you have super power, what will you do?

* do wateva that i can do~

4. Is there someone in your heart right now?

* yea.. he still in~

5. What are you afraid to lose the most?

* myself

6. What do you feel like doing right now?

* not bad not good~

7. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

* alredi confessed

8. List out 3 goods points of the person who tagged you!

* friendly
* funny
* reaL

9. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

* i wanna be his priority

10. What are the things that will make you think that he/she is bad?

* lies

11. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?

* 1 thing??? er... laksa?

12. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?

* happy

13. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

* i wanna be smarter! >.<

14. Current status?

* single, online, done wif spm

15. What is the one thing you love about yourself?

* i remain positive and relax. always.

16. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?

* my heart

17. When was the last time you got embarresed and how?

* hmm... tak tau..

18. If you become the opposite sex of you, what will you do??

* wow~~ no need 2 do housework!! just like my bro here, everyday da gei and tv.

19. What if the one you love doesn't love you at all or doesn't have any crush on you?

* just 4get it~

Person who i tagged:

* no one

jason korkor tagged me~

2008-12-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs
B.) Tag 12 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.)Continue this game by sending it to other people

I've tagged: stephanie, angeline, cai shen bao, jien may, ben, zhi hui, andy, eliza, crystal, teen wei

01. What have you been doing recently?
Online, rebus all da dvds i have, sms, sleep and eat more, take in more fat!!
lalala...

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yes.. when i bring it to sumwhere i shudn bring.... hahaha

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
baru bangun~

04. When did you last cry?
when i was... smsing... wif him. sad~

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
nope.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
hapiness. not emptiness~

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
no umbrella and no hood~ haha..

08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my pillow of coz~

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
pants~

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
'gal..hug u k? i miss you..' dis is not from da person i wanted~ T.T

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
maybe..

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Madagascar.. not as nice as expected lar~

14. What are you proud of?
myself, my frens, and my family.

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
'A gud fren is like a gud bra, hard 2 find, supportive, comfortable, always lift u up and nvr let u down Or leaves u hangin, and is always close to ur heart ' - frm ma best buddy

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
take a bow- rihanna

17. Do you have any nicknames?
yea.. i hav a few~

18. What does you last received text message say?
it says... sumbody goin 4 badminton~

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12am+

20. Are you currently happy?
okok nia..

21. Who gives you best advice?
my korkor, cai shen bao and 'kayu'

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
no1~

24.Is anyone bugging you right now?
nono

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
a 'kayu' made me laugh~ haha...

26. Do you wear toe socks?
wat for? nono~

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
gio

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yea..i still remember how it feels

29. What annoys you most in a person?
when sum1 is rude~

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
nope

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no

32. What is the colour of your room?
White

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
if i dun hav 2 go 2 jail... yes~ but i think i dun hate any1 tat much~

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
nope..

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Myself

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
duno

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
nope

38. Do you have a life?
yes..

39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?
??

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
meaningful...

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
duno wor..

42. Last time you smiled?
now..

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes.

44. What are you listening right now?
my blog song

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
no1

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
open lar!

47. Is there a quote you live by?
i believe i can fly~

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
yea

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yea..

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
duno

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
on9`

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
no love life now

53. What song best describe your love life?
take a bow

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
yes

55. Who always make you laugh?
my frens in sch

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yup.

57. Favourite website(s)?
facebook

58. What's your middle name?
yan

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
on9ing

60. What do you think you are like?
im like... a gal~

61. Who will you choose to die with?
no1~

62. Where have you been today?
at home

63. What game do you play often?
pet society

64. Who are you missing right now?
no1

65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
i choose myself

66. What are you doing right now?
thinking sum bad ideas~ haha..

67. Which primary school are you from?
yuk choy primary ipoh

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
red, black white

69. What emotion you like to show?
>.<

70. What is your life to you?
it is me.

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
juz relax and think

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
2day.. nobody in msn

73. Who do you admire most?
no1

74. Which month are you born in?
July.

75. How are you feeling right now?
not so well

76. What is the time now?
3.06pm

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
he's.. good, sweet, evil, naughty, old(like 2 giv me advice), cute, and... duno wat else.. wateva it is.. he's my baka korkor.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
light brown

79. Why are you doing this test?
coz.... i was tagged

80. What do you do when you're moody?
i kip quiet

81. At which age you wish to get married?
not too old lar~

82. Who is more important to you?
no answer

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
tell him i do love him a lot.. a lot a lot..

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
hmm

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yea

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
haihz...

87. What is your goal for this year?
be wat i shud be

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
duno

89. What feeling do you love most?
feeling loved and wanted by him

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
of coz it is!

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
feeling lonely and u left me

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes

93. Do you believe in God?
erm..

94. Who cares for you most?
duno

95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
health, frens and family

96. What will you bring when you fight?
duno..

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
i duno..

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
kill myself

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
er....

100. How do you feel now?
ahww.. finally done wif this tag~

tic tac toe... a must 2 play~

2008-12-08T00:03:00.001+08:00

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jobless make u lazy

2008-12-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

now im a 'freegirl'.. muahahaha.. but everyday i rot at home lerh.. i said wanna go work.. but din get any oso.. i think dis month is a honeymoon 4 me? i think im gonna work in january.. dis december... got something to do larh.. my granma is having operation, and i might go SG for a few days.. im going for driving lesson... so i guess dis month not goin to work lorh.. no nid so mafan... or, is dis just my alasan not to go work? haha...

michelle is free from books !!!!! (at da moment)

2008-12-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

lol... 1ST DECEMBER 2008 hohoho.... SPM over!!!! lalalallala.a...

my aim of life changed! from study to....

- watch DVDs
- read love story books
- find sms buddies
- find bf?
- go work?
- sleep more everyday
- go exerecise every evening if possible
- wash dishes everyday
- buat bising at home
- kacau my frens
- kacau my korkor more
- just kacau anyone!
- plan wer to go
- save money
- go learn driving
- almost 4get dis.. on9 everyday!
- clear all my books, sell it all to novelhut
- find colledge?

lalalla... secara tuntasnya, FUN!

another day has gone.. i duno wat i live for.

2008-11-25T22:09:00.001+08:00

live for exam? or study.. or wat.. feel useless lar.. sometimes i do wanna hurt myself and just let myself feel the pain. but i din do anything lar.. coz i need to think of my parents too. noone knows that michelle actually have this kind of thinking.. i guess most ppl will think that im a hapi go lucky person lar.. maybe i am.. i always look calm.. emotionless.. muka sombong.. or very garang? my frens will know that im a crazy person, i change everyday. today im hapi tomoro i sad, morning hapi hapi aftanoon stress up. i always talk non sense in front of my frens, like khar yee said, im very fan wor~ haha... sometimes im super optimistic, sometimes i really think that im useless lar.. i was once a very very negative person.. didn talk much, always murung, no frens.. now much better d lar.. but i still have doubts on myself.. what is the truth of me? when will i know? haha.. the person i love has really dissapointed me very much.. what to do.. need to accept da fact d.. no1 can help me other than myself.

A reply to jien may!

2008-11-12T18:24:00.000+08:00

so so terharu when i see that... about to cry.. but kenot cry lar! cos.. my mom is just beside me! anyway.. I LOVE YOU!!! thanx for cheering me up... i promise, i'll be fine... and i onli emo once while.. so just let me emo k.. haha... in school u will still see the happy michelle.. ^^ u're the second person who actually wrote me a letter! I'll keep it in my purse! forever! haha..

A friend is like a four leaf clover,
hard to find but lucky to have.

JIEN MAY, i am lucky to have you. ^^ ee.. macam love letter jeh~ haha...

If I were a boy

2008-11-09T09:24:00.000+08:00

If i were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what i wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
Snd chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When u lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they'd think that i was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she's be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When u lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
Think I'd forgive you like that,
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oohhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy..

michelle is hopeless!

2008-11-09T09:00:00.000+08:00

arh!! sum1 please come and slap me. i shud be studying... :( ish...angry wif myself.

no more....

2008-11-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

broken. michelle no more. over.... i dare to say dis out. coz i know tat person wont be reading dis. i thought of suicide actually. but that is going to make me worst. im silly, always believe that i could be happy wif him one day. tat was my dream, now its broken. it is my fault? i duno.. it happen too fast... i dun have time to think.. pls let me forget all dis... i need to study for spm.. i dun wanna think about it. coz it wont help. i still have my friends around me.. my best frens... khar yee, maggie, sharon, jien may, yin kei.. i still have u ppl wif me.. friend is always the best. i hope u ppl wont leave me forever... and... i cant disapoint my parents.. i cant......

michelle, u have to do it. u can die after spm.. juz study all u can. make urself tired, dun think of him anymore..... u have to do it. nobody can help u.

SPM in 4 days...

2008-11-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

sejarah...... my nightmare... :( i dun wanna fei lo.... ahwww!! how to study lar... i shall spend these few days all on sejarah.. although i know i shud pay attention on bm too.. at the same time.. the feeling of losing sum1 is reali terible.. i cant let it go.. i just cant. but wat can i do? all i can do is just wait.. and cry out when i have to. crying is a good way to release ur stress. i juz did when i watch moonlight resonance. yeah, i curi half an hour to watch tv... hmmph~

michelle is dissapointed.

2008-11-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

disapointed by sumbody. who i think do not appreciate me. wat i hav done for this person all the way is just nothing to him. wat am i? who am i? wer am i? questions tat i always wanted to ask. however i knew the answer from the beginning. iwas the stupid 1. no regrets. i would still do the same thing if i get a chance to go back. silly me.

another disapointment is about my frens. again. i think frens need to be appreciated. but seem like im just a junk to her. when she is happy she would say out loud without thinking other ppl's feeling. syok sendiri till i canot tahan her. when she's not in mood, i wont feel like talking to her also. seeing her is like a kebiasaan. seeing her doing wat she always does, i would think. was i once a person just like her? haih...

talking bout dis, i hav another fren also.. dis fren, i think i wanna giv up on her. she's a bit selfish sumtimes. the way she talk can hurt. hmm.. see when oni she will realise the problem la...

DISAPOINTMENTS...

i shall pay more attention on SPM! try not to be emo..... try not to think to much.. try not to be sad... try to pretend... hahaha... michelle, u're sick.

so... so...

2008-11-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

so.. what do u think about my new blog skin? nice right? hohoho... im lovin' it!!!!!
the song 'fall for you' is my fav song currently. kebetulan today hari penghargaan, miss Azyan performed it. wooah!! made me so high today... haha...

* fall for you *

2008-11-01T18:20:00.000+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting.
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying;
I know you're wearing thin down to the core.

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again.
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true,
Because a girl like you is impossible to find.
You're impossible to find.

This is not what I intended.
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart.
You always thought that I was stronger.
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start.

Oh but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true,
Because a girl like you is impossible to find.
It's impossible.

So breathe in so deep.
Breathe me in.
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap.
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep.

* Dance with my father *

2008-10-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end

How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end

'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

dis is wat happen to me~

2008-10-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

day 1

day1 also...

day 3~ keras d... put still pain if i move my leg... ouch!!

michelle pk today...

2008-10-24T17:10:00.000+08:00

hmm... pk liao... sui jor! emm.. a bit fish lor... hehe.. pk u guys know the meaning right.. i feel down.. let me tell u the story.. afta chem class.. went to 5sc3 class party la.. den was hapily eating..afta that me and zhi ying quickly leave and go tt... but too bad we missed the bus... haiz... so we decided to walk... coz zhiying say wanna lose sum calorie... haha... on the way ar.. there's a roundabout... tats the place i pk.. >.< luckily the cars not going fast la.. was in d middle of the road leh.. dangeous.... !!!!
hehe... luckily im fine... i survived! lol.... just now wash my luka... pain like @#$%... hmm... :(

my graduation night....

2008-10-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

hohoho.. so.... yesterday was the night... when every1 dress up and do make up... and bla bla bla... hmm... err.. one thing that i wanna say is.. i dun like make-up!!!! hmm... not comfortable leh.. when im wearing lip gloss.. i felt like sumtin oily sticking on my lips... haha.. duno how my frens can tahan leh... hmm.. so yesterday i went to sharon's house afta school.. den i took my shower there.. den we chat a bit.. look at her magazines... oh.. i makan there also.. hehe.. den when puisan get there we just walk to the saloon opposite her house.. haha.. den we just let the stylist do our hair.. then... suddenly i saw deviyah came in.... i was quite shock la... haha.. wat da... she was wif her mom... hmm~ haha... and then.... we go bak to her house.. her mom send us... den we change to our dress.. den we do make up... den maggie came... haha.. she was so diff afta she do her hair and make-up la... den when we're ready we bertolak~~ haha...

ok.. when we're in heritage hotel... saw many ppl taking pictures... and talking.. i was looking around for jien may.. she hasnt reach tat time .. so i just stay around la.. take sum pictures also.. wait till she come den we go register.. and we get in... our place was just next to the stage.. nice view la.. winci went up to stage to sing wif azyan... wow.. amazingly... im very surprise... hehe.. den... yeeling was really hot when she dance.. wooooh~ she performed wif yee san and ee peng la.. 3 hot girls on stage.. too bad guys cant see... it was all girls night.. haha... emm.. thers a lot to say about grad nite.. bt im lazy la.. wanna go chat.. hehe.. so that's it.. ^^ erm..last thing to say is.... sabrina's gaun is nice.. she got selected in grad queen.. akma oso.. she's so pretty.. hehe.. kk.. end....

taking 5 minutes to blog!

2008-10-16T19:21:00.000+08:00

hohoho... tomorrow is the graduation night... my graduation night... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhwwwwwww... im leaving my school....sad... i really love mgs.... >.<>.<>

tagged again and again.... boring la... dis is the last time k...

2008-10-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

tag from cai shen bao~

1. The person who last tag you is: cai bao
2. Your relationship with him/her is: friend
3. Your five impression of him/her : kind and friendly
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: always give me advise...
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: er...
6. If he/she become your lover, you will: haha.....
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: understanding me
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: wah.. duwan gua..
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: he hate me
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: make him not so stress.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: good friend
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: me a bit crazy.
13. The characters you love of yourself are: crazy
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: im stupid.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: sum1 who everyone love. haha..
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: i love you.
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you :-

teen wei
jason
ben
khaimean
sabrina
judee
crystal
qianyun
david
jien may

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? i duno~
19. Is no.9 a male or female: male larh!
20. What is no.2 studying about? hoho... i forgot~ kor dun angry ya...
21. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? hoho.. long ago.
22. What kind of music band does no.8 like?- she like guitar... and i think now sum1 called vitas?
23.Does no.1 have any siblings?- i duno leh..
24. Will you woo no.3? why? no lah... aiyor.
25. How about no.7?- haha.. nono
26. Is no.4 single?- yea she is~
27. What is the surname of no.5?- chan
28. What’s the hobby of no.4?- shopping!!
29. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?- they duno each other i think~
30. Where is no.2 studying at?- some coll in kl~
31. Talk something casually about no.1: she's a pretty girl
32. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?- feelings?? er... fren fren like tat ler.
33. Where does no.9 live at?- now in kampar.
34. What colour does no.4 like?- pink lor
35. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?- nope
40. Does no.1 have any pets?- i duno la...
41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?- hahahha....... sexy ? not ngam at all..lol...
42. What is no. 10 doing now?- most probably studying...

KAMI~

2008-10-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

LYNN, she's the one i like. i kinda like the episods of KAMI on 8tv before this. was always thinking wanna watch it but i have to miss it coz i was always too sleepy to watch. i think it was on wed or thur at 10.30pm~ haha.. duno why i like LYNN.. maybe just becoz she's quite pretty... hehe.... in the story she's form 5 too~ if possible, i wanna watch the whole episod of KAMI.... ^^ its the second malaysian production that can attract my interest to watch it~ the first one was gol & gincu~ maybe the next one is GODA? haha... after spm im gonna get as many movies, tvb shows as i can~~~ wahaha...

friends! got good stuff for u~

2008-10-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

form 5 friends~~ here got a blog with almost all the spm trial 2008 from all the negeri.
thanx to my friend here Cai Shen Bao~ claps.....*

here's the blog: http://papercollection.wordpress.com/

enjoy and good luck for your spm! muax. friends, i love u.

aiyor..... i have a long neck now... wait too long~~~

2008-10-08T22:17:00.001+08:00

i want my sj paper!!!! see if i fail or not~ T.T

for today.... didn get any paper ler. still da same. 2A1, 2A2, 1B3, 1B4 and 2C6. zzz.... duno wat i get for my accounts leh.. hope wont be a C again lor... hmm.... i duwan C larrrr.... :( zzz... i shall wait one more day while my neck gets longer.....

happy day ^^

2008-10-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

keke.. lalala... i got high distiction for ROYAL AUSTRALIAN CHEMISTRY QUIZ... hohoho... happy happy... tak sangka~~ maybe im lucky.. too lucky~ lalala~ anyway.. not so surprise lar this morning when im told to get the cert during assembly.. coz yesterday zhi hui adi told me. i just dun really believe lor. ^^ but im still happy! okie, next... its my physics paper~~~ first time i got an A!! haha.. although itz only A2.. but still aku happy and puas hati. but for spm i hope i can improve more. coz i know i can do it. i can!! aku boleh!! yea gogo.... go michelle go michelle.. huhuhu... u might think that im crazy~ but i need some encouragement from you!! my friends and family.. one month to go..! spm is on 11/11/08~ sp far i adi got 2 Cs for bio and moral... haiz.... moral!!!! why like dis de... sad ler.. somemore tomoro im getting addmath paper.. shyte ler. k guys. continue tomoro~

tagged by jason

2008-10-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

Instructions:
Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
less than 30 gua~

2. What song are you listening right now?
im yours - jason sumtin~

3. Do you smoke?
never

4. List out two gifts you'd like to receive now.
a ring from my lover. and a lover

5. List out two things that you'd like to do now.
hug sum1 who care bout me. wanna have some peace.

6. What's your fav. ice cream flavor?
chocolate or vanilla~

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
saussage~

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind. Who will you most likely date?
max, jason, and...... XXX i would date none of them~ haha... jason's my korkor~

9. Currently into?
sleeping

10. Getting married is going to heaven of grave?
er~

11. How many kids do you want?
zero!!!

12. Do you hate your ex bf/gf?
yes.

13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
erm.. olivenz~

14. Name the latest book you bought?
wahahaha... no idea~

15. Do you believe in open book test?
yes!!! lets say if we can open the book during sejarah test~~ ^^

16. Single or Attached?
not attached

17. Name the first person that comes into you mind now.
shermaine

18. The most exciting place you want to go?
genting? duno why i miss there~

19. Which quality is more important in a lover. Looks or personality?
personality of cos

20. Make 3 wishes?
-give me a nice and long lasting boyfriend
-good spm results
-i wan scholarships!!!

tag at least 5!!!
- jien may
-khai mean
-david
-caibao
-teenwei

ear infection

2008-10-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

woke up at 2am~ couldn sleep coz feel like my right ear's gonna explode. hmm. i tot itz juz normal pressure unbalanced. but kinda weird la.... im at home not goin up 2 mountain right. zzz... so i went downstair 2 get some water. sit for awhile like soh poh.. msg wif a sesat fella for a while~ den go bak 2 my room to sleep. tried to sleep but i just cant. my ear was like expanding inside.... hmm... so painful.. but i cant do anything la. just have 2 wait till morning. so, i went 2 the doc.. he said i have ear infection. he gave me antibiotics, pain killers, and ear drop. you know how much? its RM80! zz...

WHAT IS MIDDLE EAR INFECTION?

Middle ear infections are one of the most common childhood problems. Let's start by talking about infections. An infection (say: in-fek-shun) happens when germs like bacteria and viruses get inside the body and cause trouble. Germs can get into your ears. The ear is divided into three parts: outer, middle, and inner. When the germs bother your outer ear, it's called swimmer's ear.

The middle ear is a small pocket of air behind the eardrum. You have a middle ear infection when germs get into the middle ear and the area fills up with fluid (or pus), which contains germ-fighting cells. When the pus builds up, your ear starts to feel like a balloon that is ready to pop, which can really hurt.

HOW DO YOU GET EAR INFECTION?

Between your middle ear and your throat there is a passage called the eustachian (say: yoo-stay-she-un) tube. The eustachian tubes (you have one on each side) keep pressure from building up by letting air move in and out of your middle ear. When you were young, especially before you turned 3, the eustachian tubes were very small and less able to keep germs out.

The eustachian tubes get longer and usually work better in older kids, but they can still cause problems. If you have allergies or catch a cold, the eustachian tubes can get blocked up and let germs get in the middle ear. Then the number of germs can grow inside your middle ear and cause an infection.

You do not catch ear infections from other people, though you might catch a cold that then leads to an ear infection. If you have an ear infection, you might have ear pain, a fever, or trouble hearing. If you have any of these problems, tell your parent so he or she can take you to the doctor.

source:

http://kidshealth.org/kid/ill_injure/sick/ear_infection.html

tagged by TEEN WEI

2008-09-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

THE SELF
[01] Name: Hoo Yan Wun
[02] Nickname: Michi michi
[03] Married: im 17!
[04] Zodiac Sign: Cancer .
[05] Gender: Female .
[06] Age: 17.
[07] High School: MGSS
[08] College: -
[09] Height: 161cm .
[10] Weight: u think i will tell?
[11] Do you like yourself: no. i love myself
[12] Piercings: 2~
[13] Right or left: 1 on each
[14] Are you a freak : no~ bleh~
[15] Hair: black
[16] Skin: yellow
[17] Allergic: smoke. perfume which is over.
[18] What are you doing now: coughing
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: outside eating
[20] What will you do 10 years later : i think i'll be working like lembu

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: me
[24] Youngest: edmund
[25] Love/hate your family: love.

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: no
[27] If yes, who is he/she: -
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: tak tau~
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: erhem~
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): no
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): nope
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: yea.. a few times
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: erhem again~
[34] Ever argue with your other half: sure la..
[35] You with your other half since: i dun hav other half
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: half half~
[37] Reasons you love your other half: i dun hav 1~
[38] You and your other half in which stage: end stage~
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: chih...
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: eeeyer... so fan la~

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: tak ingat
[42] Your first enemy: itu orang la. tak guna punya
[43] The friend you love the most: all i love.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): -
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: erm~ no comment
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: - er...
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: berlagak and always pretend
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: tak faham me and stupid
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: no
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: err.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: i will kill her
[52] If your friend betray you: sad~
[53] If your friend woo your lover: err... wont la~
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: it can be bad
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Its bad~

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: yea i guess
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Yes.. in da last minute
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: CCL~ hehe..
[59] Always late to school/college: Never
[60] Your class: 5sci2
[61] You love your seniors: yes.
[62] Senior who you love the most: secret.
[63] Your classmates good/bad: bad. haha...
[64] Excellent result classmate: er. puisan lor
[65] Laziest classmate: er~ tak baik bergosip~

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: adalah orang~ tak mau buat dia berlagak
[67] Stupid people: saya lor
[68] Good looking people: khaimean
[69] Ugly people: saya lagi
[70] Funny people: noone~
[71] Cute people: err....
[72] Bad people: namanya xxx
[73] Honest people: me~
[74] Acting people: tat sum1 always pretend 1~
[75] You are what kind of people: the kind tat loves her frens

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes.
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller.
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: hesitant
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms
[81] Listener or talker: talker
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic
[83] Good husband or Good Father: good bf enuf la~

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: not b4 20
[85] Numbers of kid(s): zero
[86] Career: no career
[87] Salary: RM 0
[88] Retirement age: duno~
[89] Properties value: very high~
[90] Wishes: get a super nice bf

THE VICTIMS
[91] cai chen bao
[92] khaimean
[93] ryan
[94] david
[95] judee
[96] jien may
[97] -
[98] -
[99] -
[100] -

lalala... let's talk about my exam.

2008-09-29T17:32:00.000+08:00

now i get the right time and the right mood to blog about the exam. erm erm..

start wif BAHASA MELAYU. the karangan rangsangan.. hmm itz about sektor pertanian. i remember got a few pictures given there, got kelapa sawit, padi, lembu and sumtin~ i didn write my karangan based on the pictures.. waahaha!! coz my tuition teacher told me 2 follow the topic and juz kembangkan. hmm... but im not sure whether i berjaya write a good karangan ler~ haih... the last day b4 holiday. my bm teacher discuss about tat karangan. she said many of us din do well in that part.. :( hope im not one of them lor~ dis time my kertas 2 improved a lot. i think itz bcoz the tatabahasa part is easy~ the rumusan i menurun jor.. last time can get quite high 1 ler.. i better practice more. if i rajin~

okk... ENGLISH! nothing special to talk about. itz just like usual. i always get 'a few marks more to A'. sedih....

MODERN MATHS- nothing special also.. a bit char compare 2 last time. drop a bit ler... but still maintain can get A1. coz pn.normaria said if we dont get A1 she will gantung us.. hahaa...

ADD MATHS- hmm.. no idea wat i will get. coz the paper was not easy. paper 1 was ok to me. but paper 2 ah.. haiyo... do until i berpeluh-peluh...

SEJARAH- im gonna fail sejarah~

BIOLOGY- many ppl got tips for many subjects. but i din receive any sms except for sejarah. hmm... i wonder why no1 forward sms 2 me. i hav bad pr? or are they 'kiasu'? for bio, i just read tru.. i did badly in paper 2~ die die die.

CHEMISTRY- hmm... tat paper 1 was easy to me. but still i made stipid mistakes. for paper 3 ar.. im so geram wif myself. i did the right experiment! but i put in the wrong material. im suppose 2 experiment on the reactivity series of metal wif oxygen. i sendiri tangan gatal go and write out all the metal carbonate.. im stupid.

PHYSICS-forgot how the paper was.. dont wanna think~

PRNSIP PERAKAUNAN- hah! i din know how 2 do 1 question. i think i'll get zero for tat question. zzzz

erm.. apalagi er... EST! - notin special~

last 1~ MORAL - i aimed for A~ huhu~ i wanna get A~~~~ i wan~~~ i wan~~ i wan~~ hmm... i think got 60% i wont get ler.. have sum kind of bad feeling~

see la how teruk my trial~ ish ish. must work hard for the real 1~~~!!! go go go!! michelle boleh! frens if u see me online pls chase me away.. haha.. dun let me online~

dis week holiday i'll be going to penang on wed. go shopping~~ looking for a pair of shoe for grad nite. i alredi bought thew dress... hhmmmm~ dont like shopping ler.. coz very mafan ler. have 2 get the right colour, the right size, the right price! haih.

tatz all la~ lalala

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2008-09-29T01:12:00.000+08:00

you never look into me
you never know what's around us
you questioned
because you dont know why
the answer is in you

you are the reasons
you are what i wanted
you are the answer

i remain silent
'cause i want you to think
hoping u will know
its always in my heart

for many times
i doubt myself and us
i surender
you are so far from me
there's no us but only you and me

i surrender
letting you go is the way
hapiness is a choice
i chose to be happy

byebye to you
remember i loved you
forget the pain u gave me
this will be the end of us
i will not turn back

yesss!!!!! now i know how much i love my computer~

2008-09-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

hehe... aiya... so so so miss u guys le... this keyborad surely miss my fingers... hahahaa... so happy now coz finally i get 2 online!!! yeayeayea.. ah ha~~ ah ha~~ lalalalal.... ;p happy happy happy!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

keke... well coz im too happy now.. duno wat 2 post le.. so tat all for now... coz wanna go check my facebook!!! ^.^ hehehe....

im back~~~~

2008-09-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

lallala.... 2 weeks!!! plus 4 days~ means.... 18 days!!! for these 18 days.. i did not touch my comp.. coz my bro make it masuk kilng adi.. hahah... juz got back da comp so cant wait 2 blog... haha.. anyway 2 moro last paper. add maths 2!! >.< hmmmm~ juz pray~ haha... i got a lot 2 blog. but now isnt the right time.. cozi don wanna fail my add maths~~ :p
dear frens, i'll post 2 moro~~ 1 more day 2 merdeka!!

tagged~

2008-08-27T18:27:00.000+08:00

Name 20 people randomly. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey. Don't read the questions but name the 20 people first.

lala... i simply name any of my frens okie... keke..

1. Maggie C
2. Kay Lynn
3. fanshu korkor (jason)
4. gio
5. Maggie Y
6. Crystal
7. Khar Yee
8. Eliza
9. Sean L
10. Yin Kei
11. Andy
12. Steve
13. Joshua
14. Soo
15. Ng Pui San
16. Caishenbao
17. Jien May
18. Angeline
19. Chin hui
20. Pui san

1. How did you meet number 18? she's my fren's sis.

2. What will happen if you have not met number 17? ooo.. i will lose da chance 2 meet a good fren!

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated? wow...... not surprising wor! hahaha...

4. What if number 5 and 10 dated? no way.. both are girls..

5. Describe number 1. she's into band very much.

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive? quite leng lui ler... sexy~~ haha...

7. Describe number 7- kind, a very nice person, hardworking.. my best fren.

8. Do you know any family members of 12? nope..

9. What languages do number 15 speak? canto, eng, bm

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with? his frens lar...

11. How old is number 16 this year? 18

12. Who's number 2 favourite singer? i duno~

13. When is the last time you spoke to number 13? long time ago.

14. Have you ever dated number 4? nope... too far~

15. Would you ever date number 19? hoho.. she wont wan 2 date me a... she gt her own dear 2 date.. haha...

16. Is number 3 single? yes.

17. What is number 10 last name? Ng

18. Would you be in a relationship with number 11? hoho.. i dun think so

19. What is the school of number 13? SMI

20. Where does number 6 stay? i forgot wer.. menglembu maybe..? duno..

21. What is your favourite thing about number 5? she's hardworking and smart

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked? i dun1 2 see lar!~

Tagging :

jason
jien may
caishenbao
andy
phuiyan

KEK LOK TONG is just near my house.

2008-08-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

went 2 kek lok tong 2 exercise wif my mom. love dis place ler.. itz so beutiful!! u can play badminton or u can jog and there're a small playground.. hehe.. perfect place 2 hang out~

nice right?? hehe..

found a mini snake at the stairs.. itz like 20cm long..

MONKEYS!!!!

they actually play around on da field

these monkeys are too hungry so they hav 2 korek da tong sampah.. kesian..

see...

there were 10+ monkeys playing around and fighting for the plastic bags.. ==

so frens, if u're staying nearby, go there and hav a nice time wif ur family.. :) really darn nice ler.. tat place.. hehe...

lol...1.54am~

2008-08-25T01:53:00.000+08:00

2day last day of my last holiday... sadnyaa... mau lagi holiday la... but.. im still excited 2 go bak 2 school.. hehe.. feels great 2 study again.. not like everyday stay at home like orang yg tak guna~ hmm... serba salahnya~~ lol... now i guess i have 2 sleep... if not 2moro sure will take a long time 2 get up frm my bed... kakaka...

end at 1.56am. took me 2 min 2 blog. ;)

went jj wif khaimean

2008-08-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

2day... got up at 8 2 make breakfast for my bros.. i fried bread wif eggs.. hehe.. yummy~ den went 2 shower and den go for tuition. i was early, but khaimean was late. so i end up sitting in mac'd for 1 hour... isshh.. why did i go early... memang malang.. but i din waste time la.. i was looking at the accounts format.. hehe.. managed 2 hav a liltle rivision. so ok lor... didn waste my time. hehe.. erm~ other than revision, i oso spend sum times for sodoku. my fav game i think~ hehe...

so when khaimean reached, we went 2 chatter in yik foong 2 makan. actually she makan.. i drink my milk tea~ ^^ i like milk tea.. but canot always drink la... they say very fattening wor~ hm~ den den... errr.. we were late 2 tuition tat time.. but still we two can jalan slow slow... like dun care oni.. coz kita nii memang pelajar baik mer... kekeke...

after tuition~ we took the bus 2 jusco~ huhu.. den meet her cousin there. den we jln jln 2gether.. we went 2 many shops 2 look around. her cousin, sze yan ( not sure about the speeling) bought many stuff... few piece of wrapping paper , ribbons,key chains... and some colour pens... walk until my kaki oso red d... den afta all that shopping, (idid not buy anything) we went 2 'food and tea hk) 2 makan and rest... den... we went 2 capcom~~ i saw kavitha!!! my old old senior... she was wif her frens. den she intro them 2 me.. her frens are like... 'erhem'..haha but nvm.. i oso a bit shy shy geh... keke... den we juz talked for a while den gotta say bubye 2 her... went down 2 shoe department 2 meet my mom.. now looking for a pair of nice shoe for my graduation night lor.. zzZZ shopping can be boring sumtimes... @.@ din get 2 buy the shoes, coz i was too lazy 2 walk... haha... b4 going home, we went 2 chatter there coz my mom wanna makan... and again, i ordered milk tea... >.<

dis is wat khaimean ordered.. itz a mango pudding~

i was carrying these things 2 shopping.. @.@'

dis is wat i ordered.. beef and egg sandwich~ quite nice... RM4.30~

dis is part of the stuff khaimean's cousin bought... haha...

okie~ tatz all....

curry?? urh.. nono... yessyess??

2008-08-20T08:37:00.000+08:00

michelle is awake at 8am~ huhu.....

woke up then went 2 shower, i took 15 minutes 2 take the shower. pheww.. feel so good afta the shower. i was coughing during the nite. now feels itz better.. but my mom juz bought me curry mihun which is super nice. got a big wantan for me some more le... @.@ i guess im gonna start coughing soon...~~ hmm... afta dis gonna go for add maths tuition la..... aiyo..

dear readers, here's a big kiss for you~ MUACKSS!!!

tear drops on keyboard

2008-08-19T02:18:00.000+08:00

my tears come again. dis time drop on my keyboard. i know itz ugly when ure crying. but i juz cry silently and not breathing. i know i hav done the right thing. i can go tru dis. i belief i can, study is the way. spm trial is coming, shudn let anything influence me anymore. i realiseddis long ago. dis is the time i need 2 concentrate. now actually im telling myself 2 get in2 the studies. giving myself moral support. i know sum of my frens care about me. and i know u guys are willing 2 help me. u guys cheer me up, giving me support and advise.. thank you 2 all of you. i love you frens~ sumbody says laughter is the best medicine for tears. yea. i can get laughter from my frens. u people, my frens will be 2gther wif me . im glad i have frens. thanx for understanding me. thanx for believing me. thanx for being my fren.

bye bye... this song is for you

2008-08-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that
I held so tightI thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus](bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]

show ya dis.. @.@'

2008-08-17T08:35:00.000+08:00

Underprotective Father Demands Daughter Arrive Home By 10 A.M.

NASHVILLE, TN—Local resident Nathan Corbin, 37, has set a strict 10 a.m. curfew for his 16-year-old daughter Kathy, the underbearing father told reporters Tuesday. "Rules are rules—she has to be through the door or at least passed out on the lawn by no later than 10 in the morning on school days," said Corbin, adding that Kathy is no longer allowed to have more than three boys in her room at one time. "I've also warned her on several occasions to keep it down when she comes home because her [14-year-old] brother [Kevin] has usually smoked quite a bit of pot by that time and is asleep on the couch." Corbin admitted to recent laxness in enforcing his "no stealing more than $35 a week from your stepmother" policy, but defended indulging his daughter, citing the increased cost of cigarettes.

michelle is going 2 sleep now..

2008-08-17T02:20:00.000+08:00

2.20am. sleeping time.. yea.. bye.. la... sot jor

teardrops on my face

2008-08-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

tat's it. over. sayonara. not talking 2 anyone. wanna do sumtin but i duno wat. wat can calm me down? i wanna make myself senseless.. to kill the pain! im a stupid pig. michelle!!! u're hopeless!!!!! u dun deserve dis... u're a bad girl. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

feel like im in da vacumm, no air, i cant breathe, juz like drowning, i cant move, like a rock sitting here... luckily i still can feel. the beat of my heart.... i can oni hear my heart, saying tat.. it's over.

tears are juz tears, let the pain go away wif tears.

NS list came out..

2008-08-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

lol... i am NOT SELECTED! hahaha.... but still a bit sad... thought wanna go play play and meet new freens... or maybe meet leng chai.... haha.... but itz ok.. no nid 2 go means i can sleep more n be a pig at home... keke...
to those who got it... if u dun like it, till u have 2 terima kenyataan.... dun kill urself k... maybe NS is not so bad~~ @.@
to those who wan it but din get, u can apply~~ go check out d website lor...
tatz all.... lalala... gudluck everyone...

michelle.............!!!

2008-08-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

sum1 yelled my name!! oh my god~~ in the tuition class yesterday.. tat class was like a mini hall... and tat stupid fella made me felt so embarased... @#$%..
there is dis guy, sum1 who was in da same tuition class wif me 2 years ago... itz actually his fren tat shouted out my name.. there are rumours tat he like me... the rumours actually started frm his school den it went 2 my school... seems like many ppl know about it~ but tat was 2 years ago..!! now, tak sangka will see him back le.. haiyo... next time if i see him again i will just run away... duno why le... aiyer... malu betul.... isshh...

88888....so many 8~

2008-08-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

today....

o8.o8.2008

haha.... itz olympics opening day~~ nice day... my father oso say must buy lotery... kakakak... 2 me..itz juz another day... 2day have 2 carry 20kgs of books frm school go 2 tuition den back 2 house... coz the form 3's gonna use my classroom as the examination room... so... hav 2 take all my books home lor.. by the way... im not suppose 2 keep my books in d class actually.... hahha....
erhem.. i think tats all... sleep again...

lala~

32 more days...

2008-08-07T18:03:00.000+08:00

lalala~ bomba! zzZZZ....

spm trial left 32 days~~ shitttt la.... no confidence ler... nowadays always sleep very early.. like 9 or 10 pm... i see my frens all so hardworking duno sleep at 12 or 1am... haiyo.... wat 2 do..... i alredi started revising... but duno whether effective onot le... hmm.. a bit worry... @.@ anyway... things are still fine... juz the boredom..... canot la... everyday go tuition reali boring le.... :( have 2 bertahan le....... anyone know how 2 destroy lazy worm? there's a big worm n my body...

zzZZZ wanna sleep le...

yo yo.. curently listening 2 snoop dog..

2008-08-03T12:00:00.000+08:00

lalalala~

yesterday, hmm... woke up at around 8.30am.. den as usual the 1st thing i look for is my spects.. haha... it was on da floor.. x.X i didn get 2 eat because there's no food at home, and i was lazy 2 cook mee... so i juz go 2 tuition....then i had mac'd breakfast 2gether wif vic qi, kasturi and ah soo.. hehe.. den... afta tuition around 12pm. im suppose 2 meet wif sean liew and go cc 2gether.. but tat fella juz send me a sms saying tat he will be half an hour late... i end up waited 2hours there.. luckily i met khai mean and pui kim there. we had a short photo session on our own.. haha... wanna see da photos, please kindly go 2 khaimean's blog.. haha... we were taking pictures but ppl around there is like looking at us like one kind le... haha.. a bit malu... we spend 3 hours in mac'd.. then at around 2.45pm jien may came and join us.. den jienmay had a good time wif sumbody... kekeke... afta tat we continue our tuition class wif mr.loi... tatzit on saturday... at nite didn go out wif family... coz i was tired.. i slept very early.. den wokr up at around 2am... den i read some books.. den sleep again.... zzZZZZ

lala ends~

things that i wanna say

2008-07-29T01:36:00.000+08:00

here i go~ now is at 1.36am

woke up.......not in mood. n found some annoying ppl disturbing.. y people just wont change?? u guys are BORING!!! and ANNOYING!!! not 'the annoying thing' (crazy frog) but really makes my body temp. increase! the 1st thing they start da conversation will be : "asl pls." i think it is stupid... and rude. okay.. coz im frustrated by those people. they keep on asking n asking the same thing n i will be repeating the same answer!!!! stupiddddddddddddddddd...
aiyyyerr i feel like slapping them. normally when i get annoyed, i just click the 'block this contact'

~END OF THE STORY~

isssssssssssshhh.. another thing~ i am worried... i need to know da truth.. but i just cant say it out... maybe coz im afraid of the truth.. maine, why cant u just help me? just tell me wat i want 2 know....... i hope he will be fine... hopefully he know tat he need to sleep enough, stop smoking, stop drinking, eat medicine, stop hanging out, take care of himself, and he need to know i will be here for him. haizzzzzzz..

da last thing~ dis is for myself~
micheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeee....! you need to start working hard!!! there is no time 2 play around. if u wanna get wat u want, u have 2 do wat it takes.

dar, thinking of you now.. @.@

1.50am going 2 sleep...zzzZZ

spongebob pump it!!!

2008-07-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

enjoy~ ^^

no title

2008-07-25T18:29:00.001+08:00

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shouting from deep inside!!!!!!! thingsare wrong around me. i duno wat 2 do.. i feel helpless..... reali like going crazy.... nobody knows my heart.. no1 does.... onli myself.... i am on my own............ other people canthelp~

i wanna crrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!! release tension.......wanna wash my brain too.. forget everything.......................

i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u hate u hate u hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u...................... !@#$%^&*....

got tagged again... from caishenbao..

2008-07-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

Oh don’t we all just love tagging games? But the Tag i got this time has got to be one of the longest..

Tagged by caishenbao
Starting time : 8.02pm
Name : michelle hoo yan wun
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 2
Shoe size : 5 or 6 lor
Height : 161
Where do you live : human live on earth~
Favourite drinks : coffee
Favourite breakfast : mc'd!!
Have you ever been on a plane? : nope
Fallen asleep at school : yes.. only 1 time.. it was during exam... haha...
Broken someone’s heart : yea... i did many times..
Fell off your chair : nope..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : din sat by da phone la... juz put my phone beside my pillow and wait...till i fall asleep...
Saved e-mails : i dun check emails..mostly are useless..
What is your room like : a big mess!
What is right besides you : juz air
What is the last thing you ate : soup.. rice.. fried fish.. for dinner
Ever had chicken pox : nope...0
Sore throat : dun hav...
Broken nose : haha... nononjo...
Do you believe in love at first sight: i dun believe
Like picnics : yea..but not under a hot sun~
Who was/were the last person you danced with : tak ingat~~
Last made you laugh : gio

i think... i wanna tag sumone~~